2.10.2011


i got a little nervous today when i saw some hoodlum teenage boys crossing the crosswalk in front of my car today.  and i thought to myself, what if miles turns out like that? what if he wants to dress like a punk and grow out his hair and never take baths and be a gross little, scary kid?  and then it got worse. and the whole way home i was thinking oh no. my baby is going to do drugs. and date girls i don't like.  and get in trouble at school.  and drive cars too fast.  but really... what can i do about it?  
i want him to stay my little baby forever.  
but he won't.  
and i want to be the one who will make all his choices.  
but i can't.
and i hate that.

3 comments:

LL said...

i feel your pain.

Scott and Kristy said...

Miles is so cute, we sure had fun with him last week end

The Lang Family said...

I am right there with you!