i did it. i left miles in daycare today. for one whole hour.
i got a gym pass last month and only went like 4 times. my little miles was hindering me.
so i upgraded to the pass with DAYCARE.
and i almost cried when i set him down and walked out.
because what if another kid hurts him?
what if he is sad and confused and no one is watching him close?
i just get so very very nervous leaving him with people who don't know him and love him, ya know?
but i have to do this, for my own sanity, i have to do it.
but i feel so horribly guilty.