12.23.2010

december

is making me a crazy woman.
i feel like such a scatter-brain.
i am losing things, and tripping over things and breaking things left and right.
AND today,
i backed into my own husband's car.
(with my new car.
that i haven't even made a car payment on yet.)
then when i got to work,
i broke a glass,
and a plate.
and dropped a whole thing of ranch down the front of me.
and i wanted to cry.
but i already did that when i wrecked my car.
and so i just laughed at how pathetic my day was.
i have lost my mind.
along with my glasses
(which, fyi, makes me walk around in the morning for 3 hours like a zombie because my eyes hurt too much to put my contacts in when i get up. and my eyes are so bad that i really cannot see my child. so at least 16 times a morning, i find myself saying, "oh miles... where are you?"  it's making me much more in tune with my sense of hearing though...)
but the good news is
we found an apartment
(and maybe when we move, i will be able to organize my life a little better because i won't be living out of boxes anymore)
AND
we are going to disneyland next week with wade's family.
we sort of need a break around here.
(and here's one last sentence in parenthesis, because there haven't been enough yet.)

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I totally did the same thing to our BRAND new car...backed into another car while backing out of my own driveway!? I'm really glad I'm not the only one who does that!? It cracked a huge hole in the back bumper...while nothing happened to the junker car I backed into. So embarrassing. And we never got the back bumper fixed, so it is a constant reminder of what an idiot I am!? But hooray for the apartment! That will be awesome! And have so much fun in Disneyland! I'm jealous! :)